What they put you through

And all that I do
Will somehow always 
remind me of you.

Of the way I let the feelings in
When people like you
were still allowed under my skin.

You made me slam every single door
Looking at what you had done to me, 
only to leave me suffer more.

Living on my own and I know
I'm crawling through life, 
being my own shadow.

I used to feel and dream
Hope and wish you'd see
But you're blind, and I've died inside.

I was stupid for staying
I should have run away
When you were at your weakest.

But I waited for you
And I helped you up
The same way you pulled me down.

I hope you're happy with yourself
At least you can still use that word.
Thank you for giving me silence.
Now I will give you hell.